writer said...

today, I will not tell you a story about 74. but just for this time. because, I'm crying.

I've just red that Super Junior will come to Jakart at 4th june.

I'll be honest that I prefer they don't come. Maybe it's really selfish but I just really don't want they come this year. Well, maybe this is year is fine but not April, Mei or June. I always hope like that since I was 8th grade. But, God don't want me to be selfish, I think.

I was crying for awhile. And then I asked myself,

"why am I crying? Someone whom I loved shouldn't make me cry. So, is it a mistake is I cry because of them?"

So I feel confused right now. One part of myself said to me. The fact that I really do love Super Junior is a mistake. They make me cry when I can't watch their concert but they feel really happy with their concert.

Another one said, it's not their fault if I cry. I can't blame them because I can't watch their concert.

In 9th grade, I really want to go to SMAN 3 Bandung. So I WAS really study hard.

And then, the news come.

IF I want to watch their concert, maybe I have to be really seeking for the update of the concert, especially the ticket. BUT, what about my high school? I should focus with that. The concert is just make me can't focus. I can't blame them, though.

Well, I really deeply feel sorry for saying all of this. I just want to share my feelings. I think it makes me be like 74 huh? My head is full of thought right now so, I'm sorry.