lovely diary

-74-

well, do you guys know her?
if i tell you all who is she, i believe you will know who is 74. 74 is not a number. it is, a name.

these day, she feels alone, like always. and these days, she understand. no one need her. but wait! i know her, i do know her. and there is someone needs her. just one. ya, just one. i guess.
but, one is not enough for her. if she died, it will just one person who will cry for her. or, maybe two. but, not one thousand, or one hundred.
i believe, she doesn't want to die of course. but, i'm so pitty her. what should i do? i always watched her. she always looks like nothing happened to her. but, it is something happened to her. she always pray, and hope, for being a lovely girl. she always imagined it. even, she created someone, on her brain, who really care about her. and hope, that person, is exist at this real world. and i, hope for that too.

guys, she needs love. that's why she is sensitve. when someone nice to her, she will so happy. even if someone just do something usual. and, she will so sad, if someone not nice to her.

what is she doing if she sad? tell her sadness to her friend? well, this far, she always tell her sadness, on a paper.
diary.
it is her friend. she put her story on a diary. altahough it is just a diary, she will feels better if she write something happened to her there. she just tell her sadness to the diary because she is so selfish.
selfish? ya, she is selfish. i know that someone, no i mean two people love her. but, she wants more. for her, two friends are not enough for cover up her sadness.

hope and pray. i just don't understand, why is she so pathetic?