don't you understand?

i am really disappointed
who are they ? my friend ?
do they need me?
i don't think so . who need me ? i am just a 13 years old girl . just that
i am no one, just nursifa aghnia..

when i am so exited , sometimes, they broke it
sometimes, i want to disappear. maybe, i go to korea or england ㅋㅋ ~

and i am really jealous for oppa. why they can have a lot of friend?
uuurgh i'm so tired with that sentences
" a lot of friend "

no one read my blog right?

oke, so, i can say anything i want. but of course i can control it.


i'm so tired of my life, but wait..
i just want to have a happiness. not die..

so happy when i read about suju's victory. so happy when they take a silly picture
but, at that time, i'm sad
i can't feel the same like them right?
yes i am stupid!

if i want to happy like them, i should hardworking when i do something. but i am not
so, this is me
poor girl huh?


ok stop it..

i am really thankful for suju. they make me smile :D
gomawo, gomapseumnida, kamsahamnida, saranghae

saranghae~


ya, someone said "saranghae" to me. but, i don't feel it..
and another someone said "love u" to me, and i feel it was just a joke *mian!*

oke, i don't know
i do not know! i don't know what i feel!
angry ? sad?

huh, just want to sleep, and eat, and watching, and then sleep again. just like that
but my mom would be so angry to me if i was like that ㅋㅋ ~

i am crazy huh ?
so please help me :(
but, who want to help me? pffft, just imagine it.
suddenly, a good guy come to me, and then he smile to me. so nice
and then he said "fighting! you can do it!" and, my life changes! ㅋㅋㅋㅋ~

come on, don't be kidding. it is impossible !
who's that guy? i even don't have a boy friend. just 4!