but I couldn't.
again, when she were at school, 74 just feel like always. maybe she is still lonely, because at the fact, I know she doesn't have a bestfriend yet. but, she still looked like nothing's happen. and actually something happened.
I've borrowed her cellphone one day, and just for fun, I saw her 'draft message'.
It's really hurt, to read it.
Everything I want, everything I imagine, and everything I need, are not here with me. Can I disappear?
she wanted to disappear, again.
Oke, lonely is not as bad as you think. Because I'm still here, lonely.
What if I'm not here? I'm not everywhere?
No one need me. It's really sad isn't it?
that's all that i could remember.
I really don't know how to help her. I feel sorry for her.